Somehow, having to think pretty much these days.
i've decide to quit blogging.
there's just too much reasons that leads to this decision.
it is hard and sad to have this decision but it is a wise one i would say.
not cause of the trouble and all that I have to keep up with a blog,
mainly personal reasons of wanting to be isolate and keeping things to oneself...
for now (:

there's just so many things tat have happened lately.
problems, problems and more problems.
worse of all the problems was money matters.
how I wish none had happened.
hence, I decide to quit blogging.

sorry guys.
maybe one day who knows I will be back soon to blog.
but for this period of time,
i doubt i will.
anw, school is starting on the 17th.
for RP-ians. good luck to ur new class, and GPA result.
for the rest, enjoy your holidays.

XOXO, misses all.

my dirty lil secrets___
9/04/2007 01:29:00 PM

Today marked the end of another semester,
which means after a 3 weeks break.
getting to know new friends, new classmates, new faci.
all over again. YAWNS !

I really hates it,
I am real bad at memorizing names.
hell shits.
owells, i dont have any choice to choose.
so jolly well stop complaining (:

WHAT SO BIG DEAL, WE CAN STILL MEET UPS LIKE DURING BREAKS ?
JUST THAT IT IS HARD TO KEEP IN CONTACTS,
AS A NEW SEM MEANS HANGING OUT WITH NEW FRIENDS AND WORKING TGT =(
hais hais.

anyway. lots of pictures to be uploaded SOON (:
and for now, OFF TO BED.
work at Onitsuka Tiger; wheelock tmr.
a fun place to work, with crazy loving people (:
love lovee.

nights people.
I BLOGGED (:
haha.

my dirty lil secrets___
8/24/2007 12:48:00 AM

I skipped school today,
cause of the same old monthly problem.
hurhs.

Yesterday, despite that biy didnt had time to acc me after school.
he did make my day too with his sweet mouth.
I told him I wasn't feeling well cause it was the first day of that shit.
and that I got to go back home alone.
as my friends didnt come school, they are all alrd in holiday mood...
like me ((:
haha.
So, I actually walked all the way alone frm sch to mrt station.
not the first time though, but it feel weird.
esp when my tummy bully me.

on the way....
I think alot. real lots.
mostly craps (:
but one thing true..
I...I felt I did rely on him too much,
but since I am like allowed to .
why not ? haha.
and so, I smsed him saying...
' hello evil biy, you aint xintong at all that I walked all alone in the hot sun with bad tummy right ? you suck . '
and he replied : 'xintong lah. my biy so poor thing. haiz.'
when I saw tt, I felt that it is so FAKE.
so i scolded him. omg. you're so fake can. no sincerely at all. not good enuff !
so he actually did replied by saying: ' not good euff? you jus donno how pain my heart is. Its cying like it'll b no tml. How can u nt feel it. hiks.'
HAHA ! I did melt of cause. but still I pretend I didnt.
cause, a guy ought to make his girl melts and actions is better than words.
owells. he did his actions today .
oh yea, he skipped sch too.
tgt with my sister and her bf (:
haha !

now bf is off to work.
he found a NEW JOB !
which required a 22hr of work each wk.
and obviously he is happy with it.
as he not only gt friends in thr.
but also he felt the envt was much better than the previous of cause.
owell. HE THAT NUM boy.

I promised not to quarrel with him over his current job.
like how I promised when he did get into SHINE modelling agency.
as I know all he want is to earn more money.
esp whn i dont get a job nw and pocket allowance is like ..
super little for me ?
not enuff for me to get the stuff I like.
ah, this sunday he is working FULL SHIFT !
i will be like home alone,
and i dont like.
the feeling suck.
biy is sweet by offering me to go out with my friends and expenses on him.
haha ! he is just guilty he cant acc me.
and I aint that bad okay to spend ur money too baby.
yea, i misses u now alrd =X
haha (:

fine. enough of all the random tots I have now and blah-ing my way off this post.
ANYWAYS, off to practice my scales before piano lesson at 8.

P.S Girlies, who're free this sunday to acc me out ?
sms me aites? (:
lovee.

my dirty lil secrets___
8/14/2007 04:25:00 PM

Adrian: I've finally blog about the ten stupid things. haha ! (:

Sister: Maybe it is cause you're born after me, and so is you have my good genes !

Farid: Not funny, i know you have that weird language. anw, i know you hate me =)

Terry: You went for J.U.M.P? as helper or ? I didnt get to see you anywhere. I was performaning in e3 lounge then.

Jingwen: I LOVE YA DARLING (: read my entry on 08/08/07 wed. the next time you came by yea (: haha ! i sabotage u !

Pang: baby girl. goes the same to u. read my 08aug entry ! haha, i know you have more than ten, but just choose the good ten things =PP oops. i miss u, beware. i may just hop by ur hse and bite ur arse =XXXX

Apple: yea, good. we are the wednesday girl. surprise to see u tag yea. darling. let meet up soon (: i misss you. and more baking session maybe ? this time over at my place? hee hee.

958: i blogged. and i am gg to blog at you know soon too. maybe tmr ? go read go read. haha ! i love my radio stations. RP life rocks with u two ard.

Weijie: hello sweet. lovee lovee. after you tag then you come online yst. you funny can ? LOL ! when we're both free soon during the upcoming holidays rmb our double date at pratas. LOL ! haha, anw. he moved hse alrd. but still can go to the same place to prata. no worries. cheerios. misses u and ur gf !! i haven get to see her . YOU !!! ((:

my dirty lil secrets___
8/08/2007 02:16:00 PM

I have been soooo lazy to blog recently.
or maybe there's nothing to be blog about.
it is all my usual daily life.
oh wells,
what can you expect from school life?

but however, after two mths plus.
daddy had recovered frm chicken pox + serious...
skin problem that was arise frm the chicken pox! :(
he is home now. yea, I LOVE DADDY !

now mummy wont have to have those small PMS,
and naggss her way out on everything.
the tot worsen when she knew of me having wed break,
and so, if the house is not in the prefect state.
i am the one who will get the nuts.
sweep the floor please and all.
all gone.
now it is just back to peace (:
though the housework part,
still on. owells ((:

HAVE YOU EVER HATE SOMEONE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ?
LIKE YOU JUST DISLIKE THAT SOMEONE FOR NOTHING ?
DISPITE THE FACT THAT YOU MAY BE OF BETTER LOOKS, BETTER DRESS SENSE, BETTER LIVING ENVT, BETTER FIGURE, BETTER LIFE STYLE ..ETC..?
HAVE YOU EVER JUST ENVY THAT SOMEONE ?
YOU MAY KNOW YOU DONT FEEL INFERIOR THAN THAT SOMEONE,
BUT SOMEHOW, YOU JUST FEEL FEEL THAT SOMEONE IS SO UNPLEASANT TO YOUR SIGHT.
HOW YOU WISH YOU COULD JUST SLAP THAT SOMEONE IN THE FACE,
BITCH ABOUT THAT SOMEONE BEHIND THEIR BACKS AND ALL ?
IT IS JUST THAT SOMEONE WHO HAD TRIGGER THAT HATER EMOTIONAL EXTINGUSHER IN YOU.
THAT ALL YOU WISH TO DO IS TO FLAME OUT AT THAT SOMEONE.
WILL YOU ?

WELLS, I DO.
SOMETIMES?
AND IT IS GETTING STRONG THESE DAYS.
I JUST CANT STAND THAT SOMEONE PICTURE SOMETIMES EVEN
IT JUST IRRITATED ME LIKE MAD.
SUPER DISGUSTED (:
WELLS, BUT AT LEAST I KNOW.
THERE'S THIS SOMEONE THAT ENABLE ME TO FEEL LIKE,
I DO HAVE MY ANGER.
MY EMOTIONS HIGHLY UTILITIES (:

now back to adrian stupid 'blog game' that goes;
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself.

People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state this rules clearly.
At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names.
NO TAG BACKS.

1. I have a baby pillow with me that i refuse to throw since the age of 7+

2. I love to run after buses, not to mention that I always trip and fall most of the times while running :)

3. I hate milk to the core, ever since primary 1 or before tt.
Every morning, i will just pretend to drink the milk a small slip.
then when mum is back in room to change, i will probably just pour the milk away,
or into my sister empty glass and make her drink it again.

4. I wet my bed till the age of 9.

5. I gave out my first kiss on 13; disgusted. oops.

6. I was once ask to stand in front of the whole assemble for talking during slient reading when i was 9.

7. I dislike PORK though my family have ba ku teh business.

8. I ONLY eat drunkun prawns (:

9. I have ever tot of being a lesbian, and I did used to crush on two bungs so far.

10. I love to talk to my soft toys when I feel that I am super down; I called it self depression. HAHA ((:

and so the 6 lucky people I have to ask to blog now are:

- MISSY LIN
- MISSY CHRIS
- JINGWEN
- SAMANTHA
- MISSY FANG
- WEIHAO

ciao, off for lunch ((:

my dirty lil secrets___
8/08/2007 11:25:00 AM